These next few months are going to be brutal. The reminder is constant. Yet, the call to action is inconsistent. This struggle is gnawing at me. My survival skills are weakening. I am weakening. My train of thought. My motivation. My happy spirit. They are all failing. My emotions are out of control. Although, you cannot... Continue Reading →
Addiction & Withdrawals
I'm going through a withdrawal right now. I am so focused on fighting this urge to feed my addiction that I don't know what to do with myself, so I thought, hmm, maybe I'll write about it. Sugar, Sweets, and everything Tasty - I'm all about indulging in on all things glutinous. I'm not only craving the... Continue Reading →
Instincts
My instincts tell me I need to write more. “okay, gut, I hear you” rumble rumble… “Yeah, yeah, loud & clear!” Seriously, lately my body has been speaking to me, but my ears were closed and my brain inactive. My ears didn’t want to hear it. My heart was racing with each self-doubt thought that... Continue Reading →
Time is the key… and Stephen Hawking unlocked the door for me…
Stephen Hawking. A man I have little knowledge about. Call me ignorant, I've heard of him, but never took the time to know him and all of his brilliance. Time is the key word. Something of importance to this amazing man. No, I don't know him personally, but how lucky of the people who have... Continue Reading →
Happy Anniversary
WordPress tells me it's my one year anniversary as a "blogger". I've come a long way since July 2014. I overcame a lot of the depression in my life. Anxiety is no longer a huge benefactor that controls my actions. I don't jump to my escape plan of death every time the pain is unbearable and... Continue Reading →
Distraction
I understand what's come over me. I've been distracted by all the frills this life has provided. - the hours of television shows with the simple switch of a button on a remote control. hours and hours of brainwashing activity, all the colors fit on a screen, moving quickly, flipping through advertisements, flipping from scene to scene,... Continue Reading →
Distracted
It’s happening again. I’m trying, but I’m failing. Writing should come easy to me, shouldn’t it? I have a lot to discuss. I want to write about so many different things. It’s overwhelming. I’m scatterbrained. Every new thought is an addition to all the one worded ideas bouncing around in the back of my head.... Continue Reading →
Not so secret anymore….
Secretly. Into the night. It has been revealed. The one we've all been waiting for. The one I've been so enthusiastic to share. It's here. It's finally here. My online portfolio has been up and launched. My portfolio has been up since the day I last posted, but I was waiting to share the good news... Continue Reading →
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