I have two choices: to live fearfully or to live fearlessly. To cruise through life letting my days fly by or to live in the moment and embrace the feeling of today. To stay in the land of familiarity or to take a step forward onto a mission that seems nearly impossible. It’s the fork... Continue Reading →
Dear World, I feel utterly and tragically lost. I feel the world crashing down on me and crushing me whole. Gnawing at me. Pushing me down. Taking my feet and dragging me. Throwing me around. I feel like I am dying inside and I have lost myself. I feel like I’ve lost me. I’ve lost... Continue Reading →
You think you’re done crying because you’re tired of all the tears streaming down your cheeks. You think you’ve become stronger, invincible even because you’re needed to be strong and to be the rock your family needs to carry on. You think you have it all together because you know that life is constantly moving... Continue Reading →
New Year, New Me. Part II
E V O L V I N G. Taking all that I've learned about myself to the table and allowing the knowledge that I gain continue to grow. I'm blossoming into the person I've been yearning to become. With this new commitment, I intend to focus more on myself, my well-being, my mind (a more... Continue Reading →
好久不见- Long time no see
It’s been a while and I’m just about running out of excuses. It’s time to take away the obligation and guilt of having the worst procrastination in the world of not being something or someone by now. I’m focusing on me for a change. I don’t want to spend my life proving myself to the... Continue Reading →
An unexpected emotion in 2016
I knew this year was going to be tough, but I didn't expect to have so many internal hurdles to climb over. Many emotions are rising into the surface and an unwanted hatred came with it. The hatred that grew inside of me living in Thailand for three months still is lingering faintly. I had... Continue Reading →
January oh January, oh wait, it’s almost March!
The line is busy. Sorry I haven't picked up. I'm not ignoring you. I'm not quitting on you. I'm just making excuses. I woke up now and can see what I have been doing. It's not like I don't have the time..... it's more like I don't even make time for the things that I... Continue Reading →
Today, I Can’t Deal… but, Tomorrow?
Something I learned: Depression doesn’t just go away. Deep sadness lies within each and every one of us, but is only activated in those facing a great deal of struggle or struggles. It can be a mixture of things, some of which are unknown to the one experiencing it in the first place. You... Continue Reading →