I wanted to take the time to update my fellow WordPress bloggers and readers of the bliss that I’ve gained after surviving a tornado of emotions. Partly to show I'm alive and still kickin' and partly to revel in this newfound joy of making it through one of the darkest moments in my life thus... Continue Reading →
I AM NOT OKAY
And that's okay. I haven't really been myself for over a month now. Or maybe this has been going on much longer than I realized. Either way, I'm here to say, I'm alive and I'm working on it. Depression is a finicky thing. Not all days are bad, some are not so bad, some are... Continue Reading →
Why I Took a Break from Instagram
Somehow, without fail, I open up Instagram and instantly feel really crappy about myself. It's like I need to be doing something really amazing with my life otherwise, I'm nothing. I often forget social media is a lie. Just because a post shows something really cool, doesn't mean that's how that person is living their... Continue Reading →
Stuck Inside
It's not because the threat of COVID19 It's not because I'm a natural hermit, a homebody I'm not unable It's not like I don't know how It's because I'm frozen. I'm stuck inside trapped I don't know how to escape from the maze of my own mind my own brain is working against my own... Continue Reading →
Learning to Accept, Adapt, and Move On, but first . . .
I feel embarrassed. Partly because I've made promises that I haven't kept. Partly because I haven't actually posted anything in this blog for nine months. And partly because I've put my priorities on things and people that won't get me where I want to be. I feel embarrassed because I've reverted back to my old... Continue Reading →
Lost & Found
How can one be both at the same time? Given my current situation, I'd say, it is quite possible. I keep cycling back. It’s like I’m stuck in some kind of time loop. I created a new draft to post, but I realized I’ve been a bit redundant. I’ve been in the same set of... Continue Reading →
Goodbye, 2017
Can’t say I’ll miss you 2017. Good riddens. Actually I take that back. 2017 was a year with the most bittersweet memories. I really wouldn’t be who I am today without events that took place this year. I’m ready to let go of all the pain and heartache to lift my head up higher than... Continue Reading →
From Zero to Start: On Weight Loss & Mindfulness
Let’s start with the basics. Obvious to most. Redundant to all. Yet, so often pushed aside. Drink more water, seriously! If you drink coffee, learn to love black and not add any cream or sugar. Teas are one of the best ways to enjoy something other than water: green tea, warm lemon tea, etc. In... Continue Reading →