I AM NOT OKAY

And that's okay. I haven't really been myself for over a month now. Or maybe this has been going on much longer than I realized. Either way, I'm here to say, I'm alive and I'm working on it. Depression is a finicky thing. Not all days are bad, some are not so bad, some are... Continue Reading →

Why I Took a Break from Instagram

Somehow, without fail, I open up Instagram and instantly feel really crappy about myself. It's like I need to be doing something really amazing with my life otherwise, I'm nothing. I often forget social media is a lie. Just because a post shows something really cool, doesn't mean that's how that person is living their... Continue Reading →

Stuck Inside

It's not because the threat of COVID19 It's not because I'm a natural hermit, a homebody I'm not unable It's not like I don't know how It's because I'm frozen. I'm stuck inside trapped I don't know how to escape from the maze of my own mind my own brain is working against my own... Continue Reading →

Lost & Found

How can one be both at the same time?  Given my current situation, I'd say, it is quite possible. I keep cycling back.  It’s like I’m stuck in some kind of time loop.  I created a new draft to post, but I realized I’ve been a bit redundant.  I’ve been in the same set of... Continue Reading →

Goodbye, 2017

Can’t say I’ll miss you 2017.  Good riddens.  Actually I take that back.  2017 was a year with the most bittersweet memories.  I really wouldn’t be who I am today without events that took place this year.  I’m ready to let go of all the pain and heartache to lift my head up higher than... Continue Reading →

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