Well, since I was super morbid in my last post, maybe I should start out with the good. Good news is all my tests I took (the EMG, an MRI of the brain, and an MRI of my lower back) all came back normal & to rehash the whole cervical spine degeneration arthritis bit -... Continue Reading →
Learning to Accept, Adapt, and Move On, but first . . .
I feel embarrassed. Partly because I've made promises that I haven't kept. Partly because I haven't actually posted anything in this blog for nine months. And partly because I've put my priorities on things and people that won't get me where I want to be. I feel embarrassed because I've reverted back to my old... Continue Reading →
Branching Out: a rebeccanne update
If you're a reader of my blog, then you know I have been struggling a lot with my identity in my own world of chronic pain, on and off depression, and anxiety. Most of you know I'm a model by profession and even fewer probably know I have a passion for writing. I've been mentioning... Continue Reading →
The Hubs and I Split (But, it’s not what you think)
Yep. I'm in Hong Kong to try out this market for modeling and he's in Bali, eating, praying, loving. More so eating than praying. We decided to go our separate ways for this part of the trip. Not because we're having problems. Not because this first year of marriage is rough. But because Hong Kong,... Continue Reading →
Lost & Found
How can one be both at the same time? Given my current situation, I'd say, it is quite possible. I keep cycling back. It’s like I’m stuck in some kind of time loop. I created a new draft to post, but I realized I’ve been a bit redundant. I’ve been in the same set of... Continue Reading →
Present (3/6 Excerpt from Beyond the Cover)
Beyond the Cover IntroductionPast (1/6) - optionalNuts for Coco (2/6) February 2011 I realized something today. Something very important about my life. I’m living. But I’m not really alive. I seem happy. People see me smiling, laughing, and making jokes. But can’t you see? It’s a mask. I am not okay. I’m floating in and out... Continue Reading →
Goodbye, 2017
Can’t say I’ll miss you 2017. Good riddens. Actually I take that back. 2017 was a year with the most bittersweet memories. I really wouldn’t be who I am today without events that took place this year. I’m ready to let go of all the pain and heartache to lift my head up higher than... Continue Reading →
Dear World, pt 2
I have two choices: to live fearfully or to live fearlessly. To cruise through life letting my days fly by or to live in the moment and embrace the feeling of today. To stay in the land of familiarity or to take a step forward onto a mission that seems nearly impossible. It’s the fork... Continue Reading →
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