Stuck Inside

It's not because the threat of COVID19 It's not because I'm a natural hermit, a homebody I'm not unable It's not like I don't know how It's because I'm frozen. I'm stuck inside trapped I don't know how to escape from the maze of my own mind my own brain is working against my own... Continue Reading →

Future (5/6 Excerpt from Beyond the Cover)

If you haven't done so already, please read the following links: Beyond the Cover Introduction Past (1/6) - optional Nuts for Coco (2/6) Present (3/6) - optional Escape (4/6) I don’t know where I’m heading. It’s the future. How can I tell? The world is filled with possibilities. 我真不知道。I really don’t know. I struggle with my future.... Continue Reading →

Lord, hear me.

There's no place to hide. Running isn't an option. The plate is fully loaded. Too much weight to carry. I can't deal. My mess, My individual pain, My own problems are pushed. I cannot take it anymore. It's not about me. Be brave. Be strong. Be stable. Weakening, that I am. I've got too much on my plate.... Continue Reading →

es – ca – pe

i need to. far away. leave. i got to go. finally it hits me. hard. like a rock to the chest- yes, literally, someone threw a rock at me. this once security net is . . . no longer… safe. nothing is ever safe. life is filled with surprises it’s either great or bad, very... Continue Reading →

Time Again

It's been good to me. Time, that is. I'm happier. Everything leading up to this moment has been a life filled with ups and downs. Struggles and pain Heartache and uncertainty Anxiety, fear, worry, obstacles It wasn't easy to get to this level of satisfaction It wasn't easy to get to a level of happiness I... Continue Reading →

Single Line of Vision

The line of vision is impaired. The clarity of a single, straight line is known. Everything else is blurry. It doesn't see any obstacles. There's only so much an eye can see. It's closed-minded vision has its limits. There's a light at the end of the tunnel... but then there isn't. It's blocked, the light,... Continue Reading →

i choose you…

I choose you…. the one that makes my rollercoaster of a life a never dull ride the one that makes my dreams soar into reality the one that makes my heart beat faster with every step into the unknown the one that makes me move forward instead of 2 steps backward the one that makes me... Continue Reading →

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