Time and time again I've gotten my hopes up for the day that pain will no longer be an issue in my life. Maybe something is terribly wrong with me, fingers crossed for some mild, curable brain disease! Because at least with that... it can be fixed. A year ago, I was about 80% aware and... Continue Reading →
Lord, hear me.
There's no place to hide. Running isn't an option. The plate is fully loaded. Too much weight to carry. I can't deal. My mess, My individual pain, My own problems are pushed. I cannot take it anymore. It's not about me. Be brave. Be strong. Be stable. Weakening, that I am. I've got too much on my plate.... Continue Reading →
es – ca – pe
i need to. far away. leave. i got to go. finally it hits me. hard. like a rock to the chest- yes, literally, someone threw a rock at me. this once security net is . . . no longer… safe. nothing is ever safe. life is filled with surprises it’s either great or bad, very... Continue Reading →
Reality Check 3
Hey all, here’s a reality check after nearly a month long silence. This may be a little long because A. I have learned A LOT over the past year and the knowledge has been piling higher and higher, and B. Life was definitely a bit rough with its’ endless amounts of challenges to overcome in... Continue Reading →
Pratice what you Preach
Easier said than done, right? I often catch myself being a hypocrite. Getting upset with my loved ones around me for not listening to me about eating habits and exercise. Trying to lecture them, when I am struggling to keep balance on my own. Shaking my head at myself for preaching what I can’t even... Continue Reading →
Story Time: About a Girl, Part 3
PART ONE & PART TWO why me.......... why me? Sitting in my room with the door closed. Staring down at a piece of paper with questions and blank spaces and a mechanical pencil at hand. Looking through the book for answers. I hate this. The pain increases by the minute. why must I suffer? Sharpness... Continue Reading →
it started with a dream
in a world filled with ups and downs, love and hate, pain and fear, one can dream and has every right to chase it. it's crazy how life works. it's crazy how the world changes. it's crazy how one thing leads to another. it's crazy how people come and go within a lifetime. it's crazy... Continue Reading →
Everything Happens for a Reason
Choose wisely as every decision you make leads to something greater. A great thing happens when you least expect it and those are the most precious moments. The fear of the unknown torments me, yet the fear of the unknown excites me. It lingers there like a shadow and you’re curious to find out what... Continue Reading →
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