a personal blog on life, writing, motherhood, & chronic pain
A new beginning I should say. A less dramatic start. But, it feels like such. It's a big deal, at least to me it is. I'm jumping for joy, literally... screaming in my head with happiness. I'm gleefully at bliss, if that is even such a thing. It starts from here. It can only go... Continue Reading →
It can be draining, but this is the life I chose. I’m neither complaining nor regretting this decision because this is the life I have worked so hard for. There’s really no further explanation, I’m sure you all are sick of me talking about how much modeling means to me anyway…. 😉 I’ve been busy... Continue Reading →
This is the boat that’s rockin’. The gust of winds twisting and twirling. Circling and wrapping around forming an invisible bubble. Ability to breathe, but for how long? The ocean waters crashing into. Unable to breakthrough. It uproars and swallows. No teeth. Just the force the the wind and rushing waters pushing down. Pulling and... Continue Reading →
The calm silence fills the air. The excitement has passed. Breathing in the stillness. The stale atmosphere. Everything has simmered down. All thoughts have settled. Impatience. The anticipation worries the mind. Gripping the ends of the seat. Being held down. Unable to fight back. It’s been too quiet. A million thoughts enter the mind. A... Continue Reading →
if only there were two of me if only one of them was meaner than the other if only the unwanted fork in the road was actually one straight line if only the obstacle was something other than choosing between 2 good opportunities if only I was psychic if only I was telepathic if only... Continue Reading →
Truth. I've been playing this sort of dance. Creating and deleting. Encouraging and fighting back. I've been working out some issues both mentally and emotionally. It's all internal work that is being played against me. I'm trying to figure things out as fast as I can. I'm battling for the strength. For a clear mind.... Continue Reading →
It’s at this time . . . I’ve noticed I use the word “time” a lot in my posts. Things like... It’s time for a new beginning. There’s not enough time in the day. or Time is of the essence. Time is actually a very important piece to the puzzle. It revolves around the entire... Continue Reading →
Today is the day of remembrance. A day of reminiscing on the year of 2014’s events. What have you accomplished? Have you done something amazing? Doing something amazing doesn't have to be anything big, just something small that leads to a great satisfaction. Today is the day where all things change. It’s Okay!... Continue Reading →
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