I knew this year was going to be tough, but I didn't expect to have so many internal hurdles to climb over. Many emotions are rising into the surface and an unwanted hatred came with it. The hatred that grew inside of me living in Thailand for three months still is lingering faintly. I had... Continue Reading →
Today, I Can’t Deal… but, Tomorrow?
Something I learned: Depression doesn’t just go away. Deep sadness lies within each and every one of us, but is only activated in those facing a great deal of struggle or struggles. It can be a mixture of things, some of which are unknown to the one experiencing it in the first place. You... Continue Reading →
The Cycle for Lack of Creativity has Begun Again
all inspiration lost. all motivation failed. every thought dissipated my mind is dark and I am blind. dreams are nothing but a shiny slither. it's a twinkle that peaks an interest but not enough to shine the muse is standing helplessly in the distant, it struggles to take a step its' hesitant breaths irritates me... Continue Reading →
Time Again
It's been good to me. Time, that is. I'm happier. Everything leading up to this moment has been a life filled with ups and downs. Struggles and pain Heartache and uncertainty Anxiety, fear, worry, obstacles It wasn't easy to get to this level of satisfaction It wasn't easy to get to a level of happiness I... Continue Reading →
What are Words?
Words. They are just letters added together to create a meaning. It's just a mark on a piece of paper. Those marks are what make the sentences richer. Each word inspires a thought. A discovery. A way of life. Each word has a purpose.... and each sentence creates something beautiful. What are words? Words. They... Continue Reading →
Time is the key… and Stephen Hawking unlocked the door for me…
Stephen Hawking. A man I have little knowledge about. Call me ignorant, I've heard of him, but never took the time to know him and all of his brilliance. Time is the key word. Something of importance to this amazing man. No, I don't know him personally, but how lucky of the people who have... Continue Reading →
Distraction
I understand what's come over me. I've been distracted by all the frills this life has provided. - the hours of television shows with the simple switch of a button on a remote control. hours and hours of brainwashing activity, all the colors fit on a screen, moving quickly, flipping through advertisements, flipping from scene to scene,... Continue Reading →
i choose you…
I choose you…. the one that makes my rollercoaster of a life a never dull ride the one that makes my dreams soar into reality the one that makes my heart beat faster with every step into the unknown the one that makes me move forward instead of 2 steps backward the one that makes me... Continue Reading →
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