es – ca – pe

i need to. far away. leave. i got to go. finally it hits me. hard. like a rock to the chest- yes, literally, someone threw a rock at me. this once security net is . . . no longer… safe. nothing is ever safe. life is filled with surprises it’s either great or bad, very... Continue Reading →

Reality Check 3

Hey all, here’s a reality check after nearly a month long silence. This may be a little long because  A. I have learned A LOT over the past year and the knowledge has been piling higher and higher,  and B. Life was definitely a bit rough with its’ endless amounts of challenges to overcome in... Continue Reading →

Pratice what you Preach

Easier said than done, right?  I often catch myself being a hypocrite.  Getting upset with my loved ones around me for not listening to me about eating habits and exercise.  Trying to lecture them, when I am struggling to keep balance on my own.  Shaking my head at myself for preaching what I can’t even... Continue Reading →

Chicken

Why be so frightened of the unknown?  If your yearning is so deep like you believe it is, then why do you let fear win?  Why does your internal struggles continue to hinder your ability to carry on your pursuit?  I thought we were passed this.  I thought you had no boundaries.  I thought as... Continue Reading →

2016 Assessment & General Thoughts

“We travel because we need to, because distance and differences are the secret tonic to creativity. When we get home, home is still the same, but something in our minds has changed, and that changes everything.” I don’t know who wrote this, but I’m grateful for whoever did.  Because me coming across this quote was... Continue Reading →

it started with a dream

in a world filled with ups and downs, love and hate, pain and fear, one can dream and has every right to chase it. it's crazy how life works.  it's crazy how the world changes. it's crazy how one thing leads to another. it's crazy how people come and go within a lifetime. it's crazy... Continue Reading →

Everything Happens for a Reason

Choose wisely as every decision you make leads to something greater.   A great thing happens when you least expect it and those are the most precious moments. The fear of the unknown torments me, yet the fear of the unknown excites me.  It lingers there like a shadow and you’re curious to find out what... Continue Reading →

An unexpected emotion in 2016

I knew this year was going to be tough, but I didn't expect to have so many internal hurdles to climb over. Many emotions are rising into the surface and an unwanted hatred came with it.  The hatred that grew inside of me living in Thailand for three months still is lingering faintly.  I had... Continue Reading →

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