There's no place to hide. Running isn't an option. The plate is fully loaded. Too much weight to carry. I can't deal. My mess, My individual pain, My own problems are pushed. I cannot take it anymore. It's not about me. Be brave. Be strong. Be stable. Weakening, that I am. I've got too much on my plate.... Continue Reading →
es – ca – pe
i need to. far away. leave. i got to go. finally it hits me. hard. like a rock to the chest- yes, literally, someone threw a rock at me. this once security net is . . . no longer… safe. nothing is ever safe. life is filled with surprises it’s either great or bad, very... Continue Reading →
Reality Check 3
Hey all, here’s a reality check after nearly a month long silence. This may be a little long because A. I have learned A LOT over the past year and the knowledge has been piling higher and higher, and B. Life was definitely a bit rough with its’ endless amounts of challenges to overcome in... Continue Reading →
Pratice what you Preach
Easier said than done, right? I often catch myself being a hypocrite. Getting upset with my loved ones around me for not listening to me about eating habits and exercise. Trying to lecture them, when I am struggling to keep balance on my own. Shaking my head at myself for preaching what I can’t even... Continue Reading →
it started with a dream
in a world filled with ups and downs, love and hate, pain and fear, one can dream and has every right to chase it. it's crazy how life works. it's crazy how the world changes. it's crazy how one thing leads to another. it's crazy how people come and go within a lifetime. it's crazy... Continue Reading →
Time Again
It's been good to me. Time, that is. I'm happier. Everything leading up to this moment has been a life filled with ups and downs. Struggles and pain Heartache and uncertainty Anxiety, fear, worry, obstacles It wasn't easy to get to this level of satisfaction It wasn't easy to get to a level of happiness I... Continue Reading →
What are Words?
Words. They are just letters added together to create a meaning. It's just a mark on a piece of paper. Those marks are what make the sentences richer. Each word inspires a thought. A discovery. A way of life. Each word has a purpose.... and each sentence creates something beautiful. What are words? Words. They... Continue Reading →
Time is the key… and Stephen Hawking unlocked the door for me…
Stephen Hawking. A man I have little knowledge about. Call me ignorant, I've heard of him, but never took the time to know him and all of his brilliance. Time is the key word. Something of importance to this amazing man. No, I don't know him personally, but how lucky of the people who have... Continue Reading →