你知不知道， 你太让我失望了。 你以为你是谁？ 你为什么变成这样？ 对你的生命这么做？ 不珍惜你的时间？ 你知道吗？ 你希望原来的生活，啊不，现在的生活过得开开心心。 你等什么呀？ 去吧！ 追求你的梦想~ 你对中国文化那么兴趣，继续学中文。马上给你中国父母打个电话！复习你学过的字，还有语法。。。 一定！多听，多说，多写，多读~ 应该的。。如果你不想忘了你四年学的中文，你需要多练习。 你想写故事就写。 你想当模特就当模特。 你想离开就离开呀~ 哦对了，你想离开！你对这份工作真不满意。你干嘛待着呢？你是那么讨厌它的，你为什么牺牲自己的幸福呢？ 你真的让我失望了 你真的需要改变自己 慢慢的改 变成你自己满足生活的人 变成一个独一无二的人 你很聪明，你知道你想要什么 不要等很久。。。 追吧~ p.s. 中国朋友们，不好意思。 我的中文那么差，你可不可帮助我？ 如果你看到汉子或语法不对，请告诉我~ 谢谢
Five Wishes I Hope to Never Regret
Scrolling through the facebook newsfeed, I came across a shared posting about the top five regrets people make on their deathbed: http://earthweareone.com/nurse-reveals-the-top-5-regrets-people-make-on-their-deathbed/ If I discovered my death would be soon, these top 5 regrets would make my list. Happiness, achievements, success, dreams, family, and death have been occupying my thoughts recently. Right now, if I... Continue Reading →
Hungry or just bored? . . . a little victory
hmm… Light fills the dark room as the refrigerator door swings open. The cold air rushes out leaving goosebumps on her skin. She’s tapping her pointer finger to her chin. hmm…. Squatting down to eye level, she sticks her head inside, hmm... Looking into the cold box, she notices there’s nothing but veggies, some pasta,... Continue Reading →
indifferent to the robotic man
At this point, i’m indifferent. I stand motionless, unable to move. It’s out of my control. Silence fills the air. My voice is mute, your opinions don’t matter. I’m not being heard. Everything, my thoughts. my actions. my words. all of me. Every part of me, s c r e a m s wake up!... Continue Reading →
The Night
What an interesting time of day, The Darkness The Silence Everything gone mute. Not a single sound Only thoughts of clarification Peace of mind The Night -- so calm so mysterious so . . . wonderful Gazing into the darkness slowly turning bright. How strange... overlooking beyond the horizon, you see one tiny dot lifting up... Continue Reading →
Repeat.
Is there no end to this cycle? Round and round it goes. Bolts of energy and motivation melts away giving me sudden exhaustion and pain. Repeat. It has begun again. The high on life left me with regret and guilt of uncompleted tasks that gnaws at my brain. A certain lack of motivation starts the... Continue Reading →
Hurt.
Blinking away tears. Body screaming. Heart sobbing. Emotions running wild. Having your shit together all the time is extremely draining. Being always 100%. Showing that nothing can ever bring your spirit down is impossible. Emotionally exhausted from one thing after the next. I don’t know how much longer I can take. Sleep deprived. Feeling restless.... Continue Reading →
It's dull here. In the now Why me? Why must I sacrifice? A passion . . .my happiness . . . I have not surrendered. I will not come willingly. At least not today . . . . . . probably not for a long time. Let me go. Please. Can't you see I'm drowning? That... Continue Reading →
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