Scrolling through the facebook newsfeed, I came across a shared posting about the top five regrets people make on their deathbed: http://earthweareone.com/nurse-reveals-the-top-5-regrets-people-make-on-their-deathbed/ If I discovered my death would be soon, these top 5 regrets would make my list. Happiness, achievements, success, dreams, family, and death have been occupying my thoughts recently. Right now, if I... Continue Reading →
Hungry or just bored? . . . a little victory
hmm… Light fills the dark room as the refrigerator door swings open. The cold air rushes out leaving goosebumps on her skin. She’s tapping her pointer finger to her chin. hmm…. Squatting down to eye level, she sticks her head inside, hmm... Looking into the cold box, she notices there’s nothing but veggies, some pasta,... Continue Reading →
indifferent to the robotic man
At this point, i’m indifferent. I stand motionless, unable to move. It’s out of my control. Silence fills the air. My voice is mute, your opinions don’t matter. I’m not being heard. Everything, my thoughts. my actions. my words. all of me. Every part of me, s c r e a m s wake up!... Continue Reading →
The Night
What an interesting time of day, The Darkness The Silence Everything gone mute. Not a single sound Only thoughts of clarification Peace of mind The Night -- so calm so mysterious so . . . wonderful Gazing into the darkness slowly turning bright. How strange... overlooking beyond the horizon, you see one tiny dot lifting up... Continue Reading →
Repeat.
Is there no end to this cycle? Round and round it goes. Bolts of energy and motivation melts away giving me sudden exhaustion and pain. Repeat. It has begun again. The high on life left me with regret and guilt of uncompleted tasks that gnaws at my brain. A certain lack of motivation starts the... Continue Reading →
Hurt.
Blinking away tears. Body screaming. Heart sobbing. Emotions running wild. Having your shit together all the time is extremely draining. Being always 100%. Showing that nothing can ever bring your spirit down is impossible. Emotionally exhausted from one thing after the next. I don’t know how much longer I can take. Sleep deprived. Feeling restless.... Continue Reading →
It's dull here. In the now Why me? Why must I sacrifice? A passion . . .my happiness . . . I have not surrendered. I will not come willingly. At least not today . . . . . . probably not for a long time. Let me go. Please. Can't you see I'm drowning? That... Continue Reading →
i am HEAR. can you HERE me?
All my life I felt invisible. My voice unheard. I was a blur in the crowd. A nobody. Secretly trying to break free from the struggle to be somebody. To be seen. To be heard. All my life I was pushed aside and never shined. I never felt important. I never felt there was a... Continue Reading →
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