Something I learned: Depression doesn’t just go away. Deep sadness lies within each and every one of us, but is only activated in those facing a great deal of struggle or struggles. It can be a mixture of things, some of which are unknown to the one experiencing it in the first place. You... Continue Reading →
WAR
These next few months are going to be brutal. The reminder is constant. Yet, the call to action is inconsistent. This struggle is gnawing at me. My survival skills are weakening. I am weakening. My train of thought. My motivation. My happy spirit. They are all failing. My emotions are out of control. Although, you cannot... Continue Reading →
Addiction & Withdrawals
I'm going through a withdrawal right now. I am so focused on fighting this urge to feed my addiction that I don't know what to do with myself, so I thought, hmm, maybe I'll write about it. Sugar, Sweets, and everything Tasty - I'm all about indulging in on all things glutinous. I'm not only craving the... Continue Reading →
Anger. Frustration. Irritability.
All emotions I struggled to keep under wraps today. These feelings are not to be controlled. They are to be acknowledged. You can't help feelings occur within your body. They just happen. It's important to recognize those thoughts and feelings that stirs inside you. It's more beneficial to your body and mind if you accept them and... Continue Reading →
Instincts
My instincts tell me I need to write more. “okay, gut, I hear you” rumble rumble… “Yeah, yeah, loud & clear!” Seriously, lately my body has been speaking to me, but my ears were closed and my brain inactive. My ears didn’t want to hear it. My heart was racing with each self-doubt thought that... Continue Reading →
The Cycle for Lack of Creativity has Begun Again
all inspiration lost. all motivation failed. every thought dissipated my mind is dark and I am blind. dreams are nothing but a shiny slither. it's a twinkle that peaks an interest but not enough to shine the muse is standing helplessly in the distant, it struggles to take a step its' hesitant breaths irritates me... Continue Reading →
Happy Anniversary
WordPress tells me it's my one year anniversary as a "blogger". I've come a long way since July 2014. I overcame a lot of the depression in my life. Anxiety is no longer a huge benefactor that controls my actions. I don't jump to my escape plan of death every time the pain is unbearable and... Continue Reading →
Distraction
I understand what's come over me. I've been distracted by all the frills this life has provided. - the hours of television shows with the simple switch of a button on a remote control. hours and hours of brainwashing activity, all the colors fit on a screen, moving quickly, flipping through advertisements, flipping from scene to scene,... Continue Reading →
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