Lost & Found

How can one be both at the same time?  Given my current situation, I'd say, it is quite possible. I keep cycling back.  It’s like I’m stuck in some kind of time loop.  I created a new draft to post, but I realized I’ve been a bit redundant.  I’ve been in the same set of... Continue Reading →

Goodbye, 2017

Can’t say I’ll miss you 2017.  Good riddens.  Actually I take that back.  2017 was a year with the most bittersweet memories.  I really wouldn’t be who I am today without events that took place this year.  I’m ready to let go of all the pain and heartache to lift my head up higher than... Continue Reading →

Dear World

Dear World, I feel utterly and tragically lost.  I feel the world crashing down on me and crushing me whole.  Gnawing at me.  Pushing me down.  Taking my feet and dragging me.  Throwing me around.  I feel like I am dying inside and I have lost myself.  I feel like I’ve lost me.  I’ve lost... Continue Reading →

Pain is my Savior

I guess you can say I’m the girl with the love - hate relationship with the big P.  It’s always been my guardian angel . . . a fucking messed up one, in my opinion. Oh, it’s saved me from being quadriplegic and actually, it saved me from a few potential deaths throughout my 26... Continue Reading →

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