Something I learned: Depression doesn’t just go away. Deep sadness lies within each and every one of us, but is only activated in those facing a great deal of struggle or struggles. It can be a mixture of things, some of which are unknown to the one experiencing it in the first place. You... Continue Reading →
WAR
These next few months are going to be brutal. The reminder is constant. Yet, the call to action is inconsistent. This struggle is gnawing at me. My survival skills are weakening. I am weakening. My train of thought. My motivation. My happy spirit. They are all failing. My emotions are out of control. Although, you cannot... Continue Reading →
The Cycle for Lack of Creativity has Begun Again
all inspiration lost. all motivation failed. every thought dissipated my mind is dark and I am blind. dreams are nothing but a shiny slither. it's a twinkle that peaks an interest but not enough to shine the muse is standing helplessly in the distant, it struggles to take a step its' hesitant breaths irritates me... Continue Reading →
Time Again
It's been good to me. Time, that is. I'm happier. Everything leading up to this moment has been a life filled with ups and downs. Struggles and pain Heartache and uncertainty Anxiety, fear, worry, obstacles It wasn't easy to get to this level of satisfaction It wasn't easy to get to a level of happiness I... Continue Reading →
Single Line of Vision
The line of vision is impaired. The clarity of a single, straight line is known. Everything else is blurry. It doesn't see any obstacles. There's only so much an eye can see. It's closed-minded vision has its limits. There's a light at the end of the tunnel... but then there isn't. It's blocked, the light,... Continue Reading →
i choose you…
I choose you…. the one that makes my rollercoaster of a life a never dull ride the one that makes my dreams soar into reality the one that makes my heart beat faster with every step into the unknown the one that makes me move forward instead of 2 steps backward the one that makes me... Continue Reading →
. . .
I am not afraid. The thing that haunts me is no longer lingering. It's taunting breath making me doubt myself. It lurks in the shadows, creeping up on me every now and then. Chasing the dream that matters most. I'm untouchable. Looking over my shoulder is no longer a paranoia. Confidence has risen. I have awoken.... Continue Reading →
Story Time: About a Girl, Part 2
Click here for Part One. “She needs a neck brace.”“She will be fine without a neck brace.”“I demand you give her a neck brace, even if it’s just a soft collar!” A week finally passed and I was released to go home. I remember it clearly . . . well, almost clearly . . . I... Continue Reading →
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