My instincts tell me I need to write more. “okay, gut, I hear you” rumble rumble… “Yeah, yeah, loud & clear!” Seriously, lately my body has been speaking to me, but my ears were closed and my brain inactive. My ears didn’t want to hear it. My heart was racing with each self-doubt thought that... Continue Reading →
The Cycle for Lack of Creativity has Begun Again
all inspiration lost. all motivation failed. every thought dissipated my mind is dark and I am blind. dreams are nothing but a shiny slither. it's a twinkle that peaks an interest but not enough to shine the muse is standing helplessly in the distant, it struggles to take a step its' hesitant breaths irritates me... Continue Reading →
Time Again
It's been good to me. Time, that is. I'm happier. Everything leading up to this moment has been a life filled with ups and downs. Struggles and pain Heartache and uncertainty Anxiety, fear, worry, obstacles It wasn't easy to get to this level of satisfaction It wasn't easy to get to a level of happiness I... Continue Reading →
What are Words?
Words. They are just letters added together to create a meaning. It's just a mark on a piece of paper. Those marks are what make the sentences richer. Each word inspires a thought. A discovery. A way of life. Each word has a purpose.... and each sentence creates something beautiful. What are words? Words. They... Continue Reading →
Time is the key… and Stephen Hawking unlocked the door for me…
Stephen Hawking. A man I have little knowledge about. Call me ignorant, I've heard of him, but never took the time to know him and all of his brilliance. Time is the key word. Something of importance to this amazing man. No, I don't know him personally, but how lucky of the people who have... Continue Reading →
Happy Anniversary
WordPress tells me it's my one year anniversary as a "blogger". I've come a long way since July 2014. I overcame a lot of the depression in my life. Anxiety is no longer a huge benefactor that controls my actions. I don't jump to my escape plan of death every time the pain is unbearable and... Continue Reading →
Distraction
I understand what's come over me. I've been distracted by all the frills this life has provided. - the hours of television shows with the simple switch of a button on a remote control. hours and hours of brainwashing activity, all the colors fit on a screen, moving quickly, flipping through advertisements, flipping from scene to scene,... Continue Reading →
Distracted
It’s happening again. I’m trying, but I’m failing. Writing should come easy to me, shouldn’t it? I have a lot to discuss. I want to write about so many different things. It’s overwhelming. I’m scatterbrained. Every new thought is an addition to all the one worded ideas bouncing around in the back of my head.... Continue Reading →
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