in a world filled with ups and downs, love and hate, pain and fear, one can dream and has every right to chase it. it's crazy how life works. it's crazy how the world changes. it's crazy how one thing leads to another. it's crazy how people come and go within a lifetime. it's crazy... Continue Reading →
Everything Happens for a Reason
Choose wisely as every decision you make leads to something greater. A great thing happens when you least expect it and those are the most precious moments. The fear of the unknown torments me, yet the fear of the unknown excites me. It lingers there like a shadow and you’re curious to find out what... Continue Reading →
An unexpected emotion in 2016
I knew this year was going to be tough, but I didn't expect to have so many internal hurdles to climb over. Many emotions are rising into the surface and an unwanted hatred came with it. The hatred that grew inside of me living in Thailand for three months still is lingering faintly. I had... Continue Reading →
January oh January, oh wait, it’s almost March!
The line is busy. Sorry I haven't picked up. I'm not ignoring you. I'm not quitting on you. I'm just making excuses. I woke up now and can see what I have been doing. It's not like I don't have the time..... it's more like I don't even make time for the things that I... Continue Reading →
Today, I Can’t Deal… but, Tomorrow?
Something I learned: Depression doesn’t just go away. Deep sadness lies within each and every one of us, but is only activated in those facing a great deal of struggle or struggles. It can be a mixture of things, some of which are unknown to the one experiencing it in the first place. You... Continue Reading →
WAR
These next few months are going to be brutal. The reminder is constant. Yet, the call to action is inconsistent. This struggle is gnawing at me. My survival skills are weakening. I am weakening. My train of thought. My motivation. My happy spirit. They are all failing. My emotions are out of control. Although, you cannot... Continue Reading →
Addiction & Withdrawals
I'm going through a withdrawal right now. I am so focused on fighting this urge to feed my addiction that I don't know what to do with myself, so I thought, hmm, maybe I'll write about it. Sugar, Sweets, and everything Tasty - I'm all about indulging in on all things glutinous. I'm not only craving the... Continue Reading →
Anger. Frustration. Irritability.
All emotions I struggled to keep under wraps today. These feelings are not to be controlled. They are to be acknowledged. You can't help feelings occur within your body. They just happen. It's important to recognize those thoughts and feelings that stirs inside you. It's more beneficial to your body and mind if you accept them and... Continue Reading →
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