It’s been a while and I’m just about running out of excuses. It’s time to take away the obligation and guilt of having the worst procrastination in the world of not being something or someone by now. I’m focusing on me for a change. I don’t want to spend my life proving myself to the... Continue Reading →
Lord, hear me.
There's no place to hide. Running isn't an option. The plate is fully loaded. Too much weight to carry. I can't deal. My mess, My individual pain, My own problems are pushed. I cannot take it anymore. It's not about me. Be brave. Be strong. Be stable. Weakening, that I am. I've got too much on my plate.... Continue Reading →
es – ca – pe
i need to. far away. leave. i got to go. finally it hits me. hard. like a rock to the chest- yes, literally, someone threw a rock at me. this once security net is . . . no longer… safe. nothing is ever safe. life is filled with surprises it’s either great or bad, very... Continue Reading →
Reality Check 3
Hey all, here’s a reality check after nearly a month long silence. This may be a little long because A. I have learned A LOT over the past year and the knowledge has been piling higher and higher, and B. Life was definitely a bit rough with its’ endless amounts of challenges to overcome in... Continue Reading →
Pratice what you Preach
Easier said than done, right? I often catch myself being a hypocrite. Getting upset with my loved ones around me for not listening to me about eating habits and exercise. Trying to lecture them, when I am struggling to keep balance on my own. Shaking my head at myself for preaching what I can’t even... Continue Reading →
Story Time: About a Girl, Part 3
PART ONE & PART TWO why me.......... why me? Sitting in my room with the door closed. Staring down at a piece of paper with questions and blank spaces and a mechanical pencil at hand. Looking through the book for answers. I hate this. The pain increases by the minute. why must I suffer? Sharpness... Continue Reading →
Chicken
Why be so frightened of the unknown? If your yearning is so deep like you believe it is, then why do you let fear win? Why does your internal struggles continue to hinder your ability to carry on your pursuit? I thought we were passed this. I thought you had no boundaries. I thought as... Continue Reading →
2016 Assessment & General Thoughts
“We travel because we need to, because distance and differences are the secret tonic to creativity. When we get home, home is still the same, but something in our minds has changed, and that changes everything.” I don’t know who wrote this, but I’m grateful for whoever did. Because me coming across this quote was... Continue Reading →
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