a personal blog on life, writing, motherhood, & chronic pain
This is the year of the horse. This is my year . . . was my year . . . almost over, it’ll end in February. If I took a step back from all the chaos and clutter of what this year brought me, the thoughts I have in the moment, and the emotions that... Continue Reading →
I have drifted away from my intentions. I have gone down a different road. A gravel path of the unknown. Something that is not the forte I’m searching for. Where’s the passion? Where’s the imagination? Where’s the creativity? Have I lost it all? The part of me that enjoys sitting in front of a blank... Continue Reading →
If I could have anything in the world . . . wish for that one thing . . . It would not be to have something . . . possess something . . . be famous . . . be rich . . . Depending on who you are and what you believe in, it... Continue Reading →
When somebody doesn't believe in your dreams . . . in your passion . . . in you, of course that's going to pinch a nerve. When somebody doesn't support you in what you choose to do, of course that's going to hurt. When somebody thinks you're not good enough, of course that'll melt your spirit.... Continue Reading →
I’m over thinking it. I just need to follow through with the action that is so yearning to break-free. It’s just like acting class, if your body feels like slapping your partner across the face, let it be. It’s only natural and looks more realistic. If you want to step forward instead of backward, don’t... Continue Reading →
Every motion flows together like a dance. It’s sharp, yet subtle. It’s soft, yet loud. Every muscle in the body is relaxed. The heart rate up, racing. A healthy mixture of excitement and nervousness that enhances the confidence. Every movement. Shutter by shutter. Page by page. Just like a flip book. Everything connected. Like a... Continue Reading →
An utterly complete waste of time. The brain is always active. Why don't you write about what's been on your mind? You have a lot of topics to discuss. What's the hold up? You're on the move. I get that. You're working. I get that. You're eating. I get that. You're sleeping. I totally get that.... Continue Reading →
你知不知道， 你太让我失望了。 你以为你是谁？ 你为什么变成这样？ 对你的生命这么做？ 不珍惜你的时间？ 你知道吗？ 你希望原来的生活，啊不，现在的生活过得开开心心。 你等什么呀？ 去吧！ 追求你的梦想~ 你对中国文化那么兴趣，继续学中文。马上给你中国父母打个电话！复习你学过的字，还有语法。。。 一定！多听，多说，多写，多读~ 应该的。。如果你不想忘了你四年学的中文，你需要多练习。 你想写故事就写。 你想当模特就当模特。 你想离开就离开呀~ 哦对了，你想离开！你对这份工作真不满意。你干嘛待着呢？你是那么讨厌它的，你为什么牺牲自己的幸福呢？ 你真的让我失望了 你真的需要改变自己 慢慢的改 变成你自己满足生活的人 变成一个独一无二的人 你很聪明，你知道你想要什么 不要等很久。。。 追吧~ p.s. 中国朋友们，不好意思。 我的中文那么差，你可不可帮助我？ 如果你看到汉子或语法不对，请告诉我~ 谢谢
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