we see the imperfectionsand call it flawswe know there's progress, yet we thinknot good enoughwe don't seehow far we've comewe let the struggles define usbut it's within the hard stuffthat makes you, youwe hold tight to our dreamsyet reality gets in the way, andthose dreams gets pushed asidewe think there's someone out therebetter qualified than... Continue Reading →
Branching Out: a rebeccanne update
If you're a reader of my blog, then you know I have been struggling a lot with my identity in my own world of chronic pain, on and off depression, and anxiety. Most of you know I'm a model by profession and even fewer probably know I have a passion for writing. I've been mentioning... Continue Reading →
Off to see the . . . world
Peace out, Chi-town. See you in a year or two. As bittersweet as it is, I'm leaving with the hubs for a good chunk of time. Hopeful and praying that things work out to be away from the states for two years, while realistically thinking about having enough funds to only last a single year. ... Continue Reading →
Lost & Found
How can one be both at the same time? Given my current situation, I'd say, it is quite possible. I keep cycling back. It’s like I’m stuck in some kind of time loop. I created a new draft to post, but I realized I’ve been a bit redundant. I’ve been in the same set of... Continue Reading →
Goodbye, 2017
Can’t say I’ll miss you 2017. Good riddens. Actually I take that back. 2017 was a year with the most bittersweet memories. I really wouldn’t be who I am today without events that took place this year. I’m ready to let go of all the pain and heartache to lift my head up higher than... Continue Reading →
Dear World
Dear World, I feel utterly and tragically lost. I feel the world crashing down on me and crushing me whole. Gnawing at me. Pushing me down. Taking my feet and dragging me. Throwing me around. I feel like I am dying inside and I have lost myself. I feel like I’ve lost me. I’ve lost... Continue Reading →
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