Endless Tears

You think you’re done crying because you’re tired of all the tears streaming down your cheeks.  You think you’ve become stronger, invincible even because you’re needed to be strong and to be the rock your family needs to carry on.  You think you have it all together because you know that life is constantly moving... Continue Reading →

Reality Check 4

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 40.  Doing something right is harder than doing something wrong.  Make the impossible possible. 41.  You can reject fear and drown in it constantly or you can accept fear and embrace the challenges. 42.  The key to a successful day is a mindful beginning. 43.  You will not move... Continue Reading →

The Truth about Pain

. . . is that it makes you question everything . . . Nothing seems to help. The fear keeps on creeping. Darkness shatters faith. The hole is beginning. You're left standing in the darkness.  Thinking.  Pondering. Wondering what went wrong.  Why is it you that is suffering?  Did you deserve this?  What's God's big... Continue Reading →

Choosing Happiness . . .

Choosing Happiness. Choosing Today. If you read my older post about Chasing Happiness, you'll know where I'm heading with this post.  I spent a lot of time and effort dreaming about the day I will be happy instead of simply living in the present, being in the moment, and choosing to be happy right now.... Continue Reading →

Living in Fear

or fearfully living? . . . Ever since my "recent", not so new news or rather . . .diagnose(s), I hit a new level of anxiety.  I knew that I will be living in chronic pain for the rest of my life, but Cervical Spine Degeneration Arthritis just tipped me over the edge. Pain is a... Continue Reading →

Chasing Happiness

The answer to all your questions and concerns about Happiness is here.  Not there. Not in the future.  Not with someone in particular.  Not anywhere.  But here.  It begins and stays with YOU. You can’t just chase happiness.  Searching and searching for some artificial factor.  Moving from one place to the next.  Working towards your... Continue Reading →

Are You Stupid?

Three words that kill me from the start. While writing Tasks are only as difficult as the mind believes it is, I realized why I do what I do and why breaking the cycle has been such a struggle. Realizations happen when you least expect it and sometimes they come at exactly the right moments. At... Continue Reading →

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