. . . is that it makes you question everything . . . Nothing seems to help. The fear keeps on creeping. Darkness shatters faith. The hole is beginning. You're left standing in the darkness. Thinking. Pondering. Wondering what went wrong. Why is it you that is suffering? Did you deserve this? What's God's big... Continue Reading →
Dieting is a Fad that Needs to Die Out
In today's society, the term "diet" has become such a derogatory word. It wasn't always, but when someone says, "I'm going on a diet", it's often frowned upon. Diet is such a sensitive word and it depends on the person using it too. If an overweight person decides to diet, we cheer them on. But... Continue Reading →
Editorial – Modern Lady Magazine
My first job in Thailand was a direct booking just 2 days after my arrival and I was so happy that it was an editorial for a Chinese magazine. I was able to practice my Mandarin a bit and the photographer helped me get in touch with some other agencies abroad, one in HK of... Continue Reading →
Love Thy Body
I’ve always struggled with the way I look. There’s never been a time where I was 100% satisfied with my body. Worst of all, I remember thinking that there will never be a time that I will be fully satisfied with the way I look. In the mirror, I should see a beautiful body just... Continue Reading →
The “Right” Way
Ok--- So let’s just clear the air on this whole right way/wrong way matter per my brief mention in: Living in Fear. I’m neither a nutritionist, nor a personal trainer and to top that all off I have absolutely NO authority whatsoever to tell you how to be fit. All this knowledge I’m passing onto... Continue Reading →
Look Book FW2016 Collection – Suki + Solaine
Suki + Solaine is another emerging designer in Chicago. It's all in the details as it leaned more toward Catalog Look Book. It's all about the clothes and how to wear them in this collection. Suki + Solaine are one of my favorite clients, not only because they raved about me for being such a pro-model to... Continue Reading →
Food. Pain. Me.
When I eat good, I feel good. When I eat poor, I feel poor. Why do I put myself in situations like that just for a small window of instant gratification? Every time I think about my relationship to food, I think of that one Weight Watchers commercial a few years back. Hilarious, yet so... Continue Reading →
Choosing Happiness . . .
Choosing Happiness. Choosing Today. If you read my older post about Chasing Happiness, you'll know where I'm heading with this post. I spent a lot of time and effort dreaming about the day I will be happy instead of simply living in the present, being in the moment, and choosing to be happy right now.... Continue Reading →