Blinking away tears. Body screaming. Heart sobbing. Emotions running wild. Having your shit together all the time is extremely draining. Being always 100%. Showing that nothing can ever bring your spirit down is impossible. Emotionally exhausted from one thing after the next. I don’t know how much longer I can take. Sleep deprived. Feeling restless.... Continue Reading →
It's dull here. In the now Why me? Why must I sacrifice? A passion . . .my happiness . . . I have not surrendered. I will not come willingly. At least not today . . . . . . probably not for a long time. Let me go. Please. Can't you see I'm drowning? That... Continue Reading →
The Proof is Clear
One of the many perks of being a Mary Kay consultant is that we get to buy our products at 50% off. At which, I take full advantage of when I need to use a product out of my regimen for a couple of days! Using my testers really do come in handy! 😛 I... Continue Reading →
Response to: Crushed by Parental and Societal Pressure, Asian American Students Are Resorting to Suicide
I have been debating to post this piece since I first wrote it. Thinking and over thinking of the aftermath of posting it. Thinking of the cons in my head, but wanting to post this to potentially help someone. So, I put my over thinking confused emotions aside and decided if this post really does... Continue Reading →
i am HEAR. can you HERE me?
All my life I felt invisible. My voice unheard. I was a blur in the crowd. A nobody. Secretly trying to break free from the struggle to be somebody. To be seen. To be heard. All my life I was pushed aside and never shined. I never felt important. I never felt there was a... Continue Reading →
TWO WEEKS OF FREEDOM!
I cannot contain my excitement. This is the escape from reality I needed. Unfortunately, it’s only two weeks of freedom. My time is limited and important, so I plan to make every second count. I love to travel and hope with whatever my future endeavors allows me to explore another country or city at least... Continue Reading →
i vs. me
Have you ever experienced a kind of pressure that was sucking your energy and kept you locked up from what you truly desire? Were you able to find the courage within yourself to escape to the land of freedom? This tug-o-war with myself is quite exhausting. Although, my mind is clearer and those "dark thoughts"... Continue Reading →
When…
I wrote this poem in January of 2007, when the troubles in my life began. I feel as if many people had a time in their lives that felt like this, and hope no one ever feels like this again or ever, so I'd like to share these feelings with you. When life falls apart,... Continue Reading →
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