At this point, i’m indifferent. I stand motionless, unable to move. It’s out of my control. Silence fills the air. My voice is mute, your opinions don’t matter. I’m not being heard. Everything, my thoughts. my actions. my words. all of me. Every part of me, s c r e a m s wake up!... Continue Reading →
A Shoot in Japan
After a four month pause of modeling, I couldn’t ask for anything better than to have a shoot in JAPAN! His name is David and he has exceptional work. Here's a link to his website, definitely worth checking out:(http://www.talsit.org/). If you take a look at his photos of both people and nature, they are beautifully... Continue Reading →
i. am. NOT. a. failure.
I am not quitting. I am not giving up. I am definitely, utterly, entirely NOT a failure. Throughout the one and a half years of my journey as a Mary Kay Independent Beauty Consultant, I have learned a lot about the company, how to run a business, how to manage my time and money, how... Continue Reading →
What a Wonderful Weekend – Kyoto, Japan
September 13 – 15, 2014 Despite being eaten alive by ninja mosquitoes, I enjoyed getting lost in Osaka and Kyoto, reuniting with old friends, and ending with a photo shoot. Those super fast, sneaky, probably really small ninja mosquitoes are nothing compared to how happy I was this weekend! I've been always on the go... Continue Reading →
The Night
What an interesting time of day, The Darkness The Silence Everything gone mute. Not a single sound Only thoughts of clarification Peace of mind The Night -- so calm so mysterious so . . . wonderful Gazing into the darkness slowly turning bright. How strange... overlooking beyond the horizon, you see one tiny dot lifting up... Continue Reading →
3 days of freedom
The time is 7:40 pm on Friday, September 12. And both Kevin and I have been a little on edge and kind of have been on each other's throats these last 3 days.We are beat. He is actually passed out right now. All thanks to an unlucky combination of lack of sleep and physical exhaustion... Continue Reading →
Repeat.
Is there no end to this cycle? Round and round it goes. Bolts of energy and motivation melts away giving me sudden exhaustion and pain. Repeat. It has begun again. The high on life left me with regret and guilt of uncompleted tasks that gnaws at my brain. A certain lack of motivation starts the... Continue Reading →
Modeling is so much more to me than getting my pictures taken
When my world around me crashes in front of me, the only thing that keeps me sane is modeling. Well, that and obviously writing. Although, I am writing more often, I haven’t done any photo shoots in a while, mostly because of the recent discovery of the blood clot in my lung. Yay me, as... Continue Reading →
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