Author: rebeccanneuy

Rebeccannesworld is so much more than just one thing. It’s a place where chronic pain warriors come to feel understood and learn about natural ways to relieve pain. It’s a place for writers to come to feel inspired and support this lonely and massive world of writers. It’s a place where anyone and everyone can catch a glimpse of rebeccannesworld in a nutshell. I am a chronic pain warrior of 15+ years, a writer, a model, a wifey, and a new mom. rebeccannesworld is a personal blog where the topic is life and everything that goes with it. I love sharing my experiences in the hopes of helping others navigate their own lives. I hope you find my transparency refreshing in a digital world where it’s hard to see people’s authenticity. Thank you for being here & hope you subscribe to follow me along my journey.

The Night

What an interesting time of day, The Darkness The Silence Everything gone mute. Not a single sound Only thoughts of clarification Peace of mind The Night -- so calm so mysterious so . . . wonderful Gazing into the darkness slowly turning bright. How strange... overlooking beyond the horizon, you see one tiny dot lifting up... Continue Reading →

September 25, 2014 1

3 days of freedom

The time is 7:40 pm on Friday, September 12. And both Kevin and I have been a little on edge and kind of have been on each other's throats these last 3 days.We are beat. He is actually passed out right now. All thanks to an unlucky combination of lack of sleep and physical exhaustion... Continue Reading →

September 12, 2014 1

Repeat.

Is there no end to this cycle? Round and round it goes. Bolts of energy and motivation melts away giving me sudden exhaustion and pain. Repeat. It has begun again. The high on life left me with regret and guilt of uncompleted tasks that gnaws at my brain. A certain lack of motivation starts the... Continue Reading →

September 3, 2014 0

Modeling is so much more to me than getting my pictures taken

When my world around me crashes in front of me, the only thing that keeps me sane is modeling. Well, that and obviously writing. Although, I am writing more often, I haven’t done any photo shoots in a while, mostly because of the recent discovery of the blood clot in my lung. Yay me, as... Continue Reading →

August 23, 2014 0

Hurt.

Blinking away tears. Body screaming. Heart sobbing. Emotions running wild. Having your shit together all the time is extremely draining. Being always 100%. Showing that nothing can ever bring your spirit down is impossible. Emotionally exhausted from one thing after the next. I don’t know how much longer I can take. Sleep deprived. Feeling restless.... Continue Reading →

August 21, 2014 0

It's dull here. In the now Why me? Why must I sacrifice? A passion . . .my happiness . . . I have not surrendered. I will not come willingly. At least not today . . . . . . probably not for a long time. Let me go. Please. Can't you see I'm drowning? That... Continue Reading →

August 21, 2014 0

The Proof is Clear

One of the many perks of being a Mary Kay consultant is that we get to buy our products at 50% off. At which, I take full advantage of when I need to use a product out of my regimen for a couple of days! Using my testers really do come in handy! 😛 I... Continue Reading →

August 18, 2014 0

Response to: Crushed by Parental and Societal Pressure, Asian American Students Are Resorting to Suicide

I have been debating to post this piece since I first wrote it. Thinking and over thinking of the aftermath of posting it. Thinking of the cons in my head, but wanting to post this to potentially help someone. So, I put my over thinking confused emotions aside and decided if this post really does... Continue Reading →

August 14, 2014 0